I wrote this about a week ago and completely forgot about it till this morning when i was looking through some of my notebooks. It’s quite likely that I’ll be posting more stuff like this from some of my old notebooks
what’s going on? i feel so… i dunno… impatient? afraid? selfish?
gah! it’s not that i don’t like thinking about it…
‘cause i really do like the idea
i guess i just don’t want to wait
love… i love her more than anyone else I know… i want what’s best for her
even if it’s not me
God i want what God wants for me
even if it’s not her
He knows best He wants us to be happy… i guess i should trust him (i do trust him)
the point? what is the point? why am i here? why was i brought to tennessee?
why did we meet? why do we both seem to want this?
where am i supposed to be?
where do i go from here?